update! update!

wow, it feels good to be back! it was like ages ago when i had my last blog. ooohhh.

let's start with my academics. DEPRESSING! haha. (i still have the courage to laugh). i received my grades and I felt like shit. really. well, they are not disgustingly low (i still managed to be on the dean's list), but somehow i got really really furious of myself. mediocrity. i know i could have had better grades but i let mediocrity and procrastination get in the way. i was dead lazy during prelim and i curse myself for that. midterm is now on progress and i swear i won't sleep until i have read and memorized every single detail of the subject matter!

second, is my new year's resolution. I MADE ONE. haha. (i'll post it next time) i swear i made one. i didn't have resolutions for the past 3 years or so maybe because i used to believe that it is totally a waste of time and effort. plus i know that it would come to a failure, so why make one? haha. but i happen to change my mind. all of a sudden, i felt like i need to change for me to become a better individual. one boring and cold night, i found myself thinking about what will i become in the future and what have i proven so far. and there was nothing. totally nothing. i don't know if i could really reach my goals and i couldn't even give myself an applause for something extraordinary about me or something essential that i have done. there is really nothing about myself that i could be proud of. so sad but true. so that was the hellish night that i found myself in need for a personal change.

next, love life, flirty life or whatever (you got the point, right). well, frog prince is dating somebody or i guess they are together now. i'm happy for them. but i just can't help but say to myself "WELL, HE DOESN'T KNOW ME YET! WAIT TILL HE GETS TO KNOW ME AND HE'LL BE TOTALLY INTO ME!" hahahaha. what a funny thing to say. enough.

lastly, my christmas and new year celebration. well, it was fun. i celebrated with my family (of course) in our province, Nabunturan. Once again, i failed to complete the misa de gallo. what a shame. Well, there were few firecrackers that made noise and brightness on the dark streets of nabs. I ate a lot and i mean A LOT. haha. the class resumed on January 2, 2008 so i didn't really had much fun during our new year celebration. but generally, i was happy.