facts..

yeah, yeah.. so here it goes.. me, myself and i. the revelation. dandan! boogsh!
i was thinking of revealing more of myself to you mr. stranger. why? i don't know. ^-^

• this might sound very strange, but i love it when i am all alone in my room. don't think of something very nasty or ridiculous, okay? well, being alone in a place makes me feel safe. safe from the eyes of the people around me, safe from ghosts that might be lurking outside, safe from the noise that makes me feel disturbed. also, i can do a lot of essential things when i am with no one. for example, i can be really studious when left alone. i can manage to clean up my room if there is no other human person around.

• i have a stuffed toy named Eugene and we've been together for as long as i could remember. i super love him. he isn't the type you could see on bearhugs and all those fancy bears. he is super shaggy, got big ears, black eyes (without pupil), big nose, big paws and fat body. see, he ain't so majestic but i super love him. ^-^ by the way, i got his name from a character in ghost fighter. it was my favorite show back then. ^-^

• i love cats. ^-^ super adore them.

• take any material thing from me, but my phone. i am super attached to my phone. i don't text a lot, but 2 years is enough for me not to let go of my phone. ^-^ secrets and lies are embedded on it.

• i was very vulnerable when i was a little girl. i always get sick and meet accidents every now and then. i fell from the stairs, got 4 teeth pulled out of my mouth at the same time, got into troubles, boxed with a boy older than me, got my pinky finger so bloody from accidentally pulling a knife, harshly bitten by a ferocious, ugly dog, and a lot more. ^-^

• i never played with dolls. i am terrified by the very sight of them. It makes me remember of that horrifying character from the movie Child's play. I think of them as creatures from hell. Pretending to be very cuddly but then they would grab a knife and stab you to death. I wish i could burn all dolls on earth.

• i'm a papa's girl. he was my playmate, because i don't like playing with girls with all their dolls. we played with transformers, super mario and other boyish stuff. that's why i grew up having traits from my papa. he taught me everything about people, how to live, how to survive, how to be strong and how to be stone cold.