2:18am

yes, it's actually early in the morning and i am still online. i can hardly sleep so i decided to make paper works, update my blog, read a novel (the book was with me for 3weeks now, yet i am still on the 13th page), and stare at the monitor for a few minutes and then go back from the very beginning.

things have been very hectic and very confusing for the past 2weeks. overload. i still have to direct our drama in literature, lead a bunch of students for the PE day, make concept papers for the rocked concert and leadrship training, schedule things, busying myself for the student's summit, FYSEC organization, being a First Year Representative and a STUDENT as well. see? that made me look so mature than my age. i hardly have time for myself. i am actually enjoying being busy, but my academic grades are at stake. they are not actually very low, but i have my own goal in the future wherein i need to be always on top of everything. but then, my situation right now is not allowing me to.

i am actually learning a lot from this very experience of mine. i got to be socially aware, manage my time efficiently, value my education even more and having compassion to people and to everything i do. i have learned to speak up and be a real member of the society.

there are still a lot of things that i don't understand, but then experience will be my mentor as i go on with life.